Turbulences

Maybe this is how it feels; constant turbulence in an uncertain weather. 

Don't know if I have promising future, or if I have so much values in myself. Don't know if my limitation will restrain me pursuing my dream and my ambition (it's good to have an ambition, as long you have strong principles, don't you think?) or if it's just hanging there, telling me to step slowly, scrutiny every steps I take. 

Seeing all my friends in their own stages and steps making me feel uncertain and insecure. Where am I? Who am I? Am I doing right? Will I do good for myself in the future? Is the old me still stay there, deep inside my heart? 

lack of capabilities.

lack of certainty.

lack of achievements.

but at least no regret. 

if all of these are the part of my long journey, I will accept it and try to be more patient (and optimistic).

little by little.