you are so persistent; like a dew trickles down and falls to a stubborn stone, like a ray of sunshine infiltrates a tiny bit of space of someone's warehouse, like the first London siren which wakes me up ahead of my alarm. you resonates a type of this intrusive energy that melts me down, into an insignificant being, something so small and hopeful and humbled and optimistic and fearful and brave and vulnerable and strong; something so complex yet so simple—contradiction of one another yet complement each other too. you reminds me of the colourful horizon that once clouded by big big cumulonimbus in gloomy London sky.
i came home today with a heavy heart. last night we spent an awfully good time, didn't we? we spoke myriads of things that have happened, is happening, and will happen—in the near future or the far one. i compliment your smile and you compliment my presence.
i came home today with a heavy heart, and i've already missed you by the time i stir my loneliness in my coffee. i put my heart on my pillow and she tells me about the story of this strong boy who likes to laugh and entertain, but hides a multiple layers of sorrow and forlorn.
at that moment i know i love you so dearly.
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written while listening on 'To Build a Home' and 'That Home' by The Cinematic Orchestra interchangeably.
thank you, A, for coming into my life.
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